Tuesday, December 1, 2009

November 27

I lost a part of me.
I waited and I thought it, but I didn't want it to be.
I know it's not my fault, it was just the destined hour.
But I feel like a failure, like I lost my special power.
My body's healing, and I am safe,
what I've got is not to waste.
Still I ache, and feel it, and yearn for yesterday.
When ignorance was comfort and the hope didn't hurt,
Then the truth came out, the words were said,
and I thought my heart had burst.
I lost a part of me,
A part I know isn't coming back.
It took hard work and struggle but the loss has been exact.
"Like a brick and drowning slowly," now I walk the lonely mile,
I've lost a part of me now I stand hurt in this trial.
I wait for a cue to conclusion, but the loss walks beside me,
I'm a saddened, hollow vessel, blinking tears back while you look to my belly.

2 comments:

  1. Oh Sarah. We are thinking of you. I am so sorry you had to go through this.

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  2. I am so so sorry that you have had to experience this. I am thinking of you and you are in my thoughts. It is the hardest thing to ever endure, I know how your heart must ache. xox

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